Expectations?
I came to the conclusion that I can’t go through life not expecting something. Because, even that is an expectation.
Expecting not to expect anything… and those expectations always bring disappointments. which is natural! In fact, I can’t have most of the things that I expected in life! So, in order to adapt I learned to lower my expectations not to be too disappointed if things don’t work the way I wanted.
But why? Am I that afraid of being disappointed? Lowering my personal standards? But I’ve already taken all elements into consideration before forming this expectation, I had them lower to begin with? Can’t I even get that?
I don’t want to end not expecting too much out of everything, I might become less frustrated when things don’t go my way but would I be a happier person? I don’t know… it just strikes me!
Again, no one is probably reading/caring about this post, so there you go… labeled “Personal”.