This is my song of this week, I just can’t stop listening to it.
What -I used to think- most of us think about this song is basically that it is a song about a person who forgot to take his meds.. And because he’s forgotten, he have done things he didn’t want to do: The sex, the drugs and the complications… maybe he wasn’t not long time ago dismissed from a clinic for psychotics.
Well, I’m actually going to propose something kind of different here. Maybe it’s just because I’ve related it to personal experiences and made it mean what I need it to mean.
A man whose heart has been just obliterated by the person he so deeply loves is going crazy now because the person finally came back when it was too late to save him from a minor case of lovesick insanity.
The person comes back and just wants it all to just be how it was before the person messed up. Well, he just can’t take it. He’s still processing the betrayal and he can’t escape the pain. the person’s never been hurt like that and all that person can focus on is wanting him back how he was before- desperately in love with him and adoring him every second. So when he just can’t respond to him like he used to, he pushes anti-depressants on him so he’ll just “get back to normal” for him. He refuses because he’s not about to medicate himself so he’ll forget and forgive his major mistakes. He notices and doesn’t like him off the meds because he’s not in the palm of his hand anymore.
Well, it gives a good mood.
