Moody bitch
I’m not sure in what kind of mood I am.
Seems like an ascending mood curve, which feels weird but good. I have even started to feel things like confusion, sadness and boredom, which is normal. Not depression-like, and that makes me happy. Maybe because I’m right at evaluating things and people around me, maybe not. I sometimes stop somewhere and think like an idiot, I don’t know what to do, I hate drama now, that’s what I know.
It is hard when you go out with someone, not intending to love them or let them love you, and they end up loving you BUT you don’t want that to happen, fear of distance… maybe? Or maybe I’m just from those who can’t complete anything they do in life easily…
I think I’m from those who run away, just like runaway brides. I have this constant guilt feeling. I run away, I’m not good at goodbyes… I think objectively, numb and sleepy. My brain keeps playing ridiculous nonsense that make me laugh for no reason… Thanks to that, I survive.
I look down such with disgust to myself when I do not keep my promises. I’m a real loser. Sometimes you break promises as you have no choice, but making a habit of it is disgusting. I’m an “auto-rickshaw type”, changing my words every 100 mts. I apologize Z. I ended it right now
You know I love you 
Dude dude.. ur breaking up through your blog. Ah man..
Fine. I did it twice already on my blog.. Oh well. I guess it is hard for you to say what you got to say to the person to their face. And an email is not that efficient and causes back and forth debates.. and I guess.. well.. blog posts? Public display of problems.. hmmm I guess can’t get any worse!!
Dude.. stop going out with chicks if you don’t plan to be in the country for more than 2 months!
not quite guilt feeling, more of commitment phobish.. when u meet the right person u wont run away.. its all in good time so dotn be hard on urself.
I’m not sure what you’re running through right now, but all i can say is that every time you fall, the only positive and right thing to do is to get up, carry on, and learn from the mistakes you made in order to become a better person.
And if you want a good mood, listen to the Foo Fighters while eating some chocolate!
Hope things turn out well.
Why do you run away? :), why not try not to for a time or so, and you ll feel the difference.
It is okay to skip some promises, you don’t have to be harsh on yourself. Humans do mistakes
I am the complete opposite, I need to make sure 100% that there is no chance whatsoever , for me to convince myself that things really ended..
Wait..was that what you wrote about?
Ouch..Don’t know
Cheers!
This is life,up and downs.Love is a freaking see-saw.
There are people that perish,athers are born,while some work,athers sleep….
We can’t complain,we are human-beings,we are all condemned…..
just try to deal with it,babe!
Ladies and Gentlemen, and Everyone Inbetween:
Presenting the Amazing Moey Shawash: A True Entertainer at Heart.
People: This is a very vague post, and can be interpreted a million different ways, but let me address Moey here:
Man, I really don’t know what to say, except, when you say “I ended it right now”, I hope you mean, “I ended giving in to my running-away impulse.”
Honestly, you’re an extremely gifted individual, in so many respects…if you would only FOCUS on something you start, be it romance, friendships or projects, amazing things will happen.
hmmmmm,on the other hand u seem to be dealing with it well