Worst year of my life so far…

I declare that the past 5 months were the worst of my life, after dealing with confusion, addiction, depression and health problems among my long list of woes.

I quit many bad habits, I gave too much… I used to judge people while I’m in no position to do so. I’ve changed so much the past 2 months, my real friends know that… and I thank everyone of them so much!

I found out that I don’t know what kind of people are real “friends”. I’m stupid. I needed a slap to realize that I count many of people I “know” friends, they do not even deserve the part I just trimmed off my nail.

I have misjudged people who are my real friends now, I didn’t even give a chance before, I wasn’t given a chance, I do not deserve any of what is happening.

Seeing your friends split, your friends act up on you, worse… they lie when they don’t even need to! I’m not claiming that I’m an angel and that I do not lie, I’m not a hypocrite. Everyone lies… and that is true. But If you respect your friends, you don’t lie.

You do not build lies up and stories of you being Cindrella while you are one of her evil twin sisters.

I’m so sick of it, I’d rather make friends with that spider that scared the shit out of me while I was cleaning the wall a few days back.

When I started living alone I had gone through a series of sort of unhappy times. Some bad things had happened in my life. My latest posts are sort of reflecting what I’m going through in a way. I’m not acting, it is just sort of me being not very happy inside and I ain’t any now either.

“Some people are dead to me”… They are still alive, not in my book.

Alanis explains better.

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// May 12th, 2008 // Tagged & Archived in Amman, Jordan, Personal

10 Responses to “Worst year of my life so far…”

Deee | May 12th, 2008
Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 and Windows XP Says:

You got out of it alive, you’re a fighter then! Cheers to that!
dontcare | May 12th, 2008
Using Internet Explorer 7.0 and Windows Vista Says:

who cares man , cut that sad posts already and post something usefull ffs
kinzi | May 12th, 2008
Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 and Windows XP Says:

Praying for you, Moey. :’(
Amjad Mahfouz | May 12th, 2008
Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 and Windows XP Says:

once u hit rock bottom, there no way to go but up!
cheers
Sou | May 12th, 2008
Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 and Windows XP Says:

Look at the bright side, at least now you know who your real friends are, and who’ll be by your side when you truly need them.
Josef J. | May 12th, 2008
Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 and Windows ME Says:

dontcare, if you don’t like the posts, then why the hell are you still reading?!

and moey… good for you!
Lilly | May 12th, 2008
Using Internet Explorer 7.0 and Windows XP Says:

Oh Moey :s I know what you’re talking about, I have been throught this before and it is hard and depressing but in the end you will get through it and you will be stronger and wiser, believe me!
Stephen | May 12th, 2008
Using Internet Explorer 6.0 and Windows XP Says:

hang in there Man, things will pick up
TN | May 13th, 2008
Using Internet Explorer 7.0 and Windows XP Says:

dont go through what if and if only cycle Moey. you are not a victim, it didnt work out, s7abak kanu khara, shit happens and you grew up. this is the kind of phase where you want to pull yourself in again, dont go there. run run run as fast as you can.
Samia-chan | May 14th, 2008
Using Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.14 and Mac OS X Says:

no comment! you know better Moey